Learning to appreciate the small things...

So...Here I am. 33, transgender, & living as a female for almost two years now. It's been a strange & crazy trip up until this point, but I learned countless valuable lessons through all of my mistakes. For instance, I learned that size truly doesn't matter in the end, because it is what it is, & there's nothing you can do about it, therefore it doesn't matter. Sure, the majority of people out there say the bigger the better, and perhaps for them, that is the case, just not for all. I made the mistake of believing them for far too much of my life, and it caused a lot of trust & self worth issues which took a devastating toll on me & I almost lost everything, all because of a silly thing like how small my penis is. Now that I managed to salvage everything I almost lost, the time is far overdue that I embrace who I truly am, and wear it as a badge of honor...proudly. I'm a big chick, with a little dick, & I wouldn't trade that for anything. No more hiding, that's what brought me here, so that I can reveal to anyone & everyone who my true self is. It feels like the biggest weight has been lifted off of my shoulders because there is nothing to run from anymore. I have all that I will ever need to live a healthy & vibrant life, and so that's what I'm doing. I'm happily married to a woman who I know that gets pleased because I can feel the evidence as it gushes and squirts out of her, and all over me & our surroundings...I've never been great at too many things, but I've always known how to fuck because I am a very sexual person. I feel what I feel, then I tap into her feelings and I breathe in our love making as complete ecstasy. For the time that I am inside, we are one cohesive unit, working together to achieve a common goal, and achieve it we do...Since I have started transitioning though, I have begun missing & yearning for one thing, & that's vaginal stimulation, which is something that, thanks to my small size, I have been able to create and mimic all on my own, and that has been wonderful in regards with helping me feel more feminine...