It All Started

IT ALL STARTED
a fanticy by CDlishmis
It all started when I was just a little guy, my older sisters and their friends used to dress me up as their real life Barbie doll. I at the time saw nothing wrong with it. (I still don`t.)
They, I guess, thought it was ok to dress their little brother up as a girl. So I figured if they did, it was ok, because after all they are my big sisters.I enjoyed spending time with them and I really liked being their dressup doll. I mean I really liked it.
When I think back about being dressed up in my sisters clothes I really enjoyed the silky underthings they put on me. I think that that was a time in my life that I was most vulnerable to accepting my sister’s ideas. They would always say how cute, how pretty, and how I would become a very sexy looking girl as long as I kept my figure. I know they were just joking with me (I think). By the time I reached puberty I had already learned how to dress, walk, and put on makeup. But I put all that aside when I started thinking about girls. They were out there but hard to get. It was during this time that I found my first girly magazine. They were the most beautiful girls in the world. As I recall when I finally had some time with these girls,(from the magazine), I got an erection, but I distinctly remember thinking, I want to look like these girls, I want to be these girls, I want guys to look at me and want me. I just never even thought about being with one of them.
I wasted no time in acquiring some girly clothes, I went to thrift stores, yard sales, my sisters hand me downs, and I even got courage to buy some mail order from Fredrick’s of Hollywood. This last was some sexy lingerie that I really liked. I love taking pictures of myself in sexily clad lingerie. i could see how i look and fix any problems i had with being girly. As I accumulated quite a stock pile of lingerie, clothing, and makeup I started wearing the lingerie under my boy clothes.