First time public

My First Time In Crowded Place As Cross Dresser

about 2 months ago, i got up the courage to go to a crowded public place dressed for the first time
i put a post on craigslist saying where i was going and what i was wearing
then i drove to shopping center parking lot and dressed up in the car, make up, red lip stick, red finger and toe nail polish, blond wig, ear rings, necklace, rings, watch bracelets, thigh high stocking and gatrer belt, black 5" heels, black mid thigh dress
i drove to a closer parking spot and took a breath, put on sunglasses, grabbed my purse and stepped out into public for the first time
wow, when the door closed and i took my first step. but i wasnt scared for some reason, so i just looked straight ahead and started for the side walk in front of the dozens of stores
i immediately noticed many men looking at me, unfortunately i underestimated the length of my dress and the top of my stocking. the dress kept riding up exposint the gatrer straps, making me look real slutty but it was too late to do something, i'm there and being watched so i began walking window shopping
everyone on the sidewalk and driving by were looking at me, some men just stopped in their tracks and stared. women looked, then looked away, but I kept walking.
a black couple walk towards me and I think they knew I was a guy in a dress, I'm 5'9" tall wearing 5" heels, hmmmmm.
well they said something to each other then began laughing looking at me, but I kept walking.i stopped for a minute to pose a little. the couple also had stopped and were standing laughing at me and talking between themselves. I looked at them, posed, then continues strutting down the side walk.
I walked past quite a few people then stopped and pretended to text someone. men stopped and watched. god I was so hot, but surprisingly not scared.

I turned and began my walk back, all the time pulling down on my dress trying not to look slutty. it wasn't working.
one older gentleman who had been watching me the whole time began walking towards me. as we passed he smiled and said hello, I responded by smiling and saying hi. I think he figured out I was a guy at that time.