Finally A Real Man

After my divorce I found I had some time to indulge in my many fetishes and fantasies. Those being; cross-dressing, smoking 120s and man to man sex. None of these were a factor in my separation however. It wasn't long before I was on line ordering lingerie and shopping locally. This has been going on for sometime now but always on the sly and rarely. I had accumulated a large assortment of sexy, slutty lingerie that I would dress in 4 to 5 times a week. I have 4 garter belts, 10 pairs of lace top seamed stockings, a few thongs, several bras, a bustier and a corset. All of them are white or black. As my passion for this grew, so did my interest in developing my female persona, Jill. I purchased a wig and 3 pairs of 6 inch + heels even some opera gloves. Everything is white or black.

My routine was basically this; I'd get home from work, shower, and shave my legs, armpits, balls and tant. Then I'd spray on some perfume and dress. I'd start with stockings, fasten them to a garter belt, corset or bustier, stuff my bra with stockings then put on the wig, shoes and finally the gloves. Next, I'd light up a Max 120 and begin my porno – chat room internet play. I had also bought a rather large life like dildo with a suction cup and would practice sucking dick with it. It was big, 10 in long and 2.25 inches in diameter. I would always smoke a 120 in front of a mirror with the dildo secured to the wall. I have this ability to ejaculate most of my cum without having an orgasm. When I felt cum starting to release, I'd place my cock over the dildo and let my sperm flow onto it. Then I'd spread it over the rubber cock with my lips and suck my cum from it. I absolutely love the taste of my semen and I would lick and suck it while I tried to deep throat this way too big dick. I even video taped this. It was great watching me suck cock while I smoked and swallowed my sperm.

This dick was far too big for my butt. I tried a few times and got it all the way in, but it was just too large. So I bought a smaller life like one. This was also a viborator. I had many hot nights fucking my butt and cumming in my mouth. I was becoming a real cum slut.