Every guys dream

Ever since I was a little boy I've always loved wearing girl's clothes. I remember going through my mother's lingerie drawer and trying on her panties and bras. I loved the way the silky sheer material felt against my body. As I got older I had less opportunities to indulge in my fetish until I got married. When my wife was away or at work I would wear her panties and bras while I masturbated. Luckily she was as tall as I was so the fit was pretty close. I would encourage her to buy plenty of sexy lingerie knowing that I would be wearing them later.

My wife and I eventually divorced and I moved out. It was not easy being on my own again especially being in my 30's but I was able to rediscover my fetish with the help of internet shopping. I could buy all of the women's panties and bras I wanted and they would arrive at my door without anyone knowing my kinky little secret. I collected all kinds of sexy panties, garter belts and thigh high stockings. I even started to buy dresses and perfume and would spend my day taking a long hot bath, shaving my legs silky smooth and then trying on my sexy clothes. I grew my hair long, wore makeup and could easily pass for a woman. I ordered a big fat dildo with a suction cup base that I would use to fuck my ass with. I love dressing up as a hot slut, wearing makeup, setting up my dildo and fucking myself silly, all the while pretending that I was a sexy girl getting fucked by a big stud.

I would ride the dildo with my eyes closed whispering, "fuck my ass" to my imaginary lover. I like wearing sexy lingerie under my regular clothes and going out in public. The feeling of the sexy panties and bras under my clothes keeps my cock hard as I go about doing my daily errands and I always have to jerk off when I get home. One day, I was walking through the supermarket and I squatted down to look at something on one of the lower shelves not realizing that the sexy pink panties with the ribbon tie up the back that I was wearing were peaking out of the back of my jeans. I stood and walked down the aisle passing a good looking guy who was smiling at me. I smiled back but thought that maybe he was just kind of a weirdo. The guy turned back and walked up behind me and whispered, "I like your panties."