Chapter 1 - My Cuckold Life

I have a small penis. In fact, I have a very small penis. I’ve been in permanent chastity for over 7 years. My wife and her lovers call it my “caged clitty” and that’s about right as far as it being a useful penis.
I suppose I should start at the beginning. I’ve never been much of a man. I’m not very muscular and was never good in sports. I was always picked on by bigger and stronger boys in school and other boys my age frequently called me a “sissy”. As humiliating as it was at the time, it turns out they were right. They could see what I was long before I realized it myself. I wasn’t gay, I liked girls very much. And I never felt attracted to men (back then) although several older men found me attractive. Nothing happened but looking back, I can now see their advances more clearly. What I brushed off as older men being nice, were attempts to get me into their bed. Today, part of me wishes a more dominant man had discovered me when I was a teen. But Iiving in a small town, my life progressed as normal as possible for a weak, passive, male. I graduated from high school and accepted a job as far from home as I could to start a new life. Little did I know, it only allowed me the freedom to become who and what I am now.
I met my wife and she recognized right away that she would be the leader in our relationship. She was gorgeous. At 5’4” and 110 pounds, she was only an inch shorter than me but curvy and voluptuous with blonde hair, blue eyes, a narrow waist, tight round ass, and full 36D breasts. She was completely out my league in my old life back home and I couldn’t understand what she saw in a small, weak man like me. As I was completely inexperienced with women and had never had sex, we made out but never actually had sex until our wedding night where she discovered the full extent of my inadequacy as a man. She had been very sexually active in previous relationships so when we were finally alone and naked on our wedding night, she was shocked and obviously very disappointed with what she found when my underwear came down.