A Very Happy Holiday To Me

I don't know if it was a dream or just something that happened but it was Christmas and I felt sore and achy all over but with a wonderful feeling none the less.

I am a crossdresser who is trying now to discover and explore his female personality and can now happily tell of who I was in the past, who I am today and perhaps who I will be in the near future.

I began my life as a normal child until the age of twelve years old when I went into my parents' bedroom to look around. It was a typical bedroom with a large bed, hardwood floors, a huge closet full of my father's and mother's clothes and two very large dressers each with a mirror attached above them. I knew my father had the usual items in his dresser so there was no reason to search any further but I never knew what exactly was in my mother's dresser. I did know that my parents and my sister were not going to return back to the house for a while so I decided to see what was in mother's dresser.I glanced around the room as if someone was actually watching me and then closed the door quietly. I got undressed and took off my glasses putting them nearby just in case I needed to look at something a little better.I put my hand out as if wanting to open a drawer but pulled it back a couple of times trying to find the courage to look inside. I thought that I would never do this and saw my own clothes on the bedroom floor and told myself that I may never get the chance to do this.I hesitated a little longer but I finally made the decision to see what I was so eager to find.I slid the first drawer open slowly and to my surprise was some of the prettiest things that I had ever seen.

I noticed everything was so neatly folded and organized and again I paused to think about what I was about to do.I peeked inside the drawer and saw a brand new red underwire bra still with the store's tags on it and right next to it was a pair of matching panties.I reached in the drawer and pulled both of the things out holding them each in my small hands.